circles and triangles

I have not written in an actual journal/blog in so long.

Today started out horribly with a phone call from Cate. Almost everyday that starts out with a phone call from her is horrible come to think of it. I should stop answering my cell when she calls me first thing in the morning.

These last few days have been filled with Danny and Bailey and not much else. My two besties, I missed them both so much. I'm pretty sure I should never go that long without seeing either of them ever again. It sucks that Portland is so from from L.A. and also that I would sell my soul to a non-existant devil before ever agreeing to move to here. 

Bombadier was on Tuesday and Bailey's brother Kieran has reported a safe arrival to his new home in Las Vegas. I don't know how L.A. will survive without his awesomeness. The show was mind-blowing, I'm pretty sure Danny had an erection the entire time and that Kylan slipped me some roofies because I was SO FUCKED UP that night. Evidently Ryan and I had an interesting phone conversation that I am still waiting to hear the ins and outs of. He seemed amused.

Yesterday Bailey and I went shopping for Bella and made a game out of avoiding the papz all day. He was so worried about not getting her the right toys, but he picked out everything on his own! I just kind of cornered him into the right section and let him loose. I also got some stuff for Cate's girl's but I'm in a relatively good mood at the moment so I won't even get into that. Last night Danny and I went over to Bailsy's pad to get our ass kicked at video games. It didn't take me that long to give up and spend the majority of the night jumping on his expensive couch and singing to Gwen Stefani, contrary to popular belief I really am not five years old, if you can believe it.

Today was a morning and afternoon filled with dannytime as I like to call it. We went shopping and picked out stuff for his reception thingy, I keep telling him round tables instead of banquets, I hope he'll listen. I was feeling crappy all day until Bails', we talked and he had me smiling as always. We also wrapped Bella's gifts which was soothing. I love gift wrap and they look stellar. We also decided that I am legally an elf this Christmas.

I don't feel like talking about anything important in here today so I'll leave it at that.

Much Love,

Phoe